Wednesday, October 20, 2004

lost hari's SONY ERICCSAN T630

this is y i hate life>>>i lost my phone!!!!!great!!the best part is..its not even my phone...its hari's..gr8 huh..juz gr8..i reali dunno wat the hell...y muz this always happen to me?!!arghaaaaaaa can i kill sumone or rather myself..i hate myself...i reali despise myself..wat am i gogin to ans to him??its a new phoen sumore..haiyz..new model..expensive sumore..arghaaaa i'd juz have to kill myself..no tat will mean he wont hav a phone in the end..i dunno if i shld tell him..i think he'll hate me for sure..he'll never trust me wth anything..wat a useless gf he has..onli adding on to his probs..sigh..i've no choice i can onli suspend the line..i wld hav felt better if i had lost mine instead of his..maybe i shld sell my phone..get him a phone immediately..but i dunno..i'll juz wait till i tell him..i dun even noe how to break it to him..he'll regret giving the phoen to me..i guess he knew all along..wat an idiot i m..juz a plain shithead wth nuthign inside..i'll juz go buy him a new phone..its my fault..so now its my responsibility..onli i dun hav any money wth me rite now..wch adds more misery to the whole thing..n of coz i hoep the asshole who took my phone burns in hellx100000000000000000000...i hope i learn from tis..i dun wan to tell him when he calls..he'll be soo upset..when he's already stressed out ther..guess i'll tell him when he gets back..sigh..wat a 'pleasant' surprise he shall hav...sum 1 juz tell me y i m on tis earth...now i even havign phobia to hav a phone..i'll juz lose em..i dun even deserve..

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