ok here it goes...well yesterday i juz sent my dearest bf to australia>>rockhampton...i can belive it was so fast onli mths ago he was tellign tat he has to go off..n i was like..its onli in oct...still a long way to go..but he's ther already after six hours of flight..he called this mornign n i was so glad to hear his voice..i was so scared for him..on reachign safely..i cant explain teh feelign after sendign him away..was tellign myself tat i wldnt cry n i ddint i'm a strong gal u noe..he was even teasign me not to cry...i'll show him i told myself n i did prove myself rite..btu onli for the time being..juz b4 he left we went to eat at Macs..wth his sis n her fiance..n parents..whiel they were ordering i start feeling reali sick..so i told him i needed to go to the loo n i don think he had n idea tat i was cryign when i came back..smiling up at him..liek nothign happened..well i was holding my tears all the way in the his parents car..told myself repeatly tat he wld be back in three weeks n i still had my frens n the upcomign CAs to fill me in..guess i wasn't resurred enuff..cried more when i was back..
earlier that day..i followed him to temple..we werent on gd terms..been fighiting over nuthign for the past few weeks n mths? its reali crazi..i dun noe whu's fault...then followed him to his house>>told his mom tat i was coming over>>his mom is reali sweet...his room was such a mess as usual..he not a messy person but he was lackign in time..i roned a few shirts for him..n his parents bought some food..after a whiel his sis arrived n she seemed more friendlier..time passed quickly n the next moment we were in car gogin to the airport..
today i missing him more than usual n the loneliness is reali startign to get to me..>>i miss u baby sorri for makign ur life miserable..n fightign wth u..i reali wish i didnt..hope u coem back soon..n we'll start from wher we missed out*winkz*
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