thurs..

ok i dunno wat i m doing...i'm so craziii...i'm actuali supposed to be studyign for my ca tom..buz law..all teh topics are soo hard..i feel liek a lawyer tryign to remeebr all teh buziness articles bl bla bla...haiyzz i need to study late tonite..well my dad is so irritating..askign my mom now to pay his hp bills..now tat i got no money to loan him..its gd in a way..but i noe i shldnt be liek tat..he juz doesnt seem to be doign anything but his bills r liek 100 for two mths..so damn irritating..i felt so irritated juz now..

n i miss hari so much..if he was here i wld have told him or probably got angry wth him over it aso..luckily he not here to see me like this if not we'll end up fighting..sigh>>>ther r still 9 more days to his arrival..i'm still couting down..i hope he doesnt have to go anymore..i feel so lonely wthout him ard...even though i stil have my frens i dun even feel liek hangign out or tokign to them..i didn even tok to iswari tat much..din tok to her recently..she came online n i juz appeared to be soo busy..i dunno why i did tat but i feel its better i keep it to myself..

i seem to have lost my appetide to eat..i juz ate sandwich today..as usual all started askign am i on diet(roll eyes)...i cant wait till i go to collect my sim card...its so sickening!!haiyzhoep sumthign interesting will happen in the weekend if not i'm gogin to be bored to sad..i realise i m not so smiley as i used to also..pple think i'm havign pms all the time..i noe i can onli smile once my darlign is back..i'm reali counting the days...i dun even noe how he's doing or watsoever..i hope everythign is fine n he's well...wish me luck for tom CA!!