Shalini juz called me...she wanted me to check her mails coz her com was down...we started tokgin fer while..then she said she wanted to Asoka...n tat they mostly play tamil songs ther..she asked me if i wanted to go..i said sure i dun mind if the songs r not too anjadi..she say moz of the tiem its english songs..n the crowd is older..i wanna go maily coz i neva been to a indian club b4..dunno to go now or in surign teh upcomign week holiday..cewl..but tats liek in a mths time...hope hari's clearign his leave at the saem time...

Girls love the small things...if ya hold the door for her.hold her hand,give her a kiss on the hand or cheek instead of the lips(at random times), compliment her on her looks(guys, if you Really like a girl, you know that she will AlWAYS be gorgeous to you),buy her dinner sometime and exoect nothing in return, and actuali get to know her, i promise you..she will love it,if she is the right kind of girl.

Wen a guy reali falls in love and becomes
faithful to his beloved, his change in his character
will reali shock every1 around him.. His egoist
heart will uncompromisingly softens when he
willingly gives his heart to the lady he falls in love
with.. furthermore he'll be willing to sacrifice
everythin and do anythin fer his loved one.. No
matter how egoist he may be, tears will fall from
his cheeks wen his heart's broken.. It's not easy to
see guys who would truly cry fer their loved
ones...~

20 signs to recognise the strong love a guy
holds fer his beloved..

1. he willingly do anythin n everythin fer his
beloved.. with sincerity not coercion

2. he constantly wans to humour his beloved and
tends to be more talkative

3. he tends to advise his beloved more as he
truly loves her and wans her to be a better person

4. he tries to restrict her freedom due to his
overwhelmin jealousy

5. he constantly fears losin his beloved

6. he always monitors his beloved's movements
as he feels insecure

7. he hates e idea of other guys bein close to
his beloved

8. he becomes jealous and sensitive wen his
beloved pays less attention to him

9. he becomes the most hardworking person
n help his beloved to do anythin n everythin

10. he becomes restless wen his beloved's
away fer too long

11. he cares fer his beloved more than he
does himself

12. he constantly asks if his beloved loves
him as he feels his love is greater than his
beloved's

13. he would not be bothered wif other gals
who dun hold any importance to him

14. he will try to spend a lot of time wif his
beloved even tho he noes he'll end up waitin fer
his beloved

15. he praises his beloved in front of others

16. if his beloved leaves him, he cant trust
any other gal n wishes fer his beloved to come
back to him

17. wen ther is a third party, he loses his
mind and is willing to do anythin to fight fer his
beloved

18. he makes sure he ensures her safety at
all times

19. he is lyk a small kid who fights fer
constant attention from his beloved

20. he treats his beloved as his most trusted
one
and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and
even his life fer her


~it's not easy to find guys who would shed
their tears jus fer gals.. so pls treasure them...~

guess wat?hari called yesteraday finali! well i was sooo glad to hear his voice it juz sounds sweeter than b4...sighzz..n he aws happy to hear mine too..the conversation was gogin smoothly till it came to the part when i was supposed to go clubbign today...wth kamini n iswari..to cheekys..i cldnt belive it..he was okay wth me goign but..now he sayign tat dun go n stuff..i mean he can go n i cant issit..the reason=i'm a lady n i cant take care of myself..sighzz..well he did say i cld go n juz be careful..but now he says not to go..n i dunno y but he always asks me if i dance wth other guys..i ws like yea rite?i'm not the moz gorgeous woman on earth ok..relax pls..n i will neva dance wth any other guy than him of coz!!i'm juz goign coz its a lady's nite..kamini's gogin Aus..Iswari's gogin...n i havent been to cheekys in a long time n i missed the atmosphere..i mean u can say i'm the fun partyign type, n i dunno y hari doesn liek teh crowd i mean wats the fun wthout the crowd rite?oh well ok i told him i might be gogin onli not confirm..
n finali the topic changed to him asking me to rethink abt the relationship..n stuff..pathetic rite?sigh go to india also still can say the saem things..oh god..n asked me if i m reali happy wth him..i mean i cant juz lie to him n say i m happy...well its not me expectign alot of thigns..its juz tat he's too "stressed" to think abt me already..n dun hav the tiem to enteretain me yes i can understand i told him..but i dunno if he got my msg..i told him i'll think abt it n solve it when he gets to sg..he wont be callign fer the next two days coz he has outfield..n he wasted liek 1500rupees juz to tok to me..n bought another card when i asked t=him to go sleep...it was already 2am!n i had to wake up the next moring!so i can onli see wher fate leads me....

THE UK Fair

well it was great!!anyway we were supposed to give a farewell party for kamini..coz she's leavign to australia..buganes gave her tis card wher we printed her teh picture we took on the Valentine dinner n dance day..it was cewl..after waitign for so long finali they arrived..n we went to the fair..ohmygod it was so fun to see all the rides..it seemed liek so much of fun n we all cldnt wait to get inside..after gogin in n lookign at the rides..we came across tis Dj flyign seat ride n had a cute ang moh guy in teh booth lol..Kamini was sayign he was soo cute n was foolign ard lolzzz..well i n is wanted to go on the ride but the others didnt wan to..all were too scared!!argha it was fustrating coz they all cldnt make up their minds n hell..it was so EX per ride..5 bucks n above!so in the end we ended up playing oen ride onli n since we were ther so late..it was already closing...finali we all decided to go on the 360 degree spinning chair ride..it was sooooo damn scary...but fun after it was over lol..man i felt liek i was goign to be thrown out of the chair..n moz of the time i was closign my eyes..lolz..iswari was screamign liek crasi..n she too felt like fallign out..we all had fun n after tat buganes played a game n tried to win the soft toy but didnt get it..n we finali left after tat..Kamini asked to go to Cheeky's today but well i'm kinda tired n i hav sch tom too..well let me see abt it..if i'm in the mood to dance i might juz go n party..hey i'm a party animal..onli at night lolzz

hari's going Delhi

i cant belive tat he fought wth me the day b4 he left..i mean yea he hang out wth me to cheeky n stuff but i cant belive hs's goign to chinablack wth his frens n didnt wan to brign me along coz he asid i'll be one extra....i was reali hurt after all he was leavign tom n cant belive tat he wanted to be wth his frends..so i told him to go ahead..n told him i'll b neva happy wth him gogin clubbign wth his not becoz i wan to control him but i juz simply dun liek teh idea..its juz the same as him ont trusting the crowd of pple i wld go clubbign wth..same concept but y does he always think tat i wan to control him?!! then the argument got heated up n he started toking crap abt dyign n stuff tats when i cld feel the blood gushign thrugh my head ..n yea i did it..i slammed down the phone
i was reali pissed!i mean tats not even the topic..i relai cldnt control it i juz simply lost it n i wasnt even ashamed..so the next thing i did was to switch off my hp...n my home phone started ringing...woa he was sooo brave...but i juz told him off..i wasnt in the mood to entertain him or listen to him explain n stuff..i didnt on my phoen till the next day..but i knew i had to be ther fer him so i called him ard 11pm..i was still mad at him...i noe he wld be thinknig tat i'm such a drama mama but wateva ...not bothered..i went to his house n he didn even look at me in the face...juz went to his room to get ready n stuff..i tried to tok to him coz i didnt wan him to leave singapore feelign more shitty then he already is...i kinda felt bad coz things were not goign well fer him..but its reali not my fault..wat i reali hated moz is he asked me weather iswari n Viz were following n when i told him no...he didnt wan to go wth me anymore..he wanted to hang out wth his frens..yea ok i'm possesive freak or wateva but he did send me the msg tat he rather go wth his frens then me...tat was y i was sorta hurt...
then when he checked in..i felt the same thing i felt when he was leavign fer taiwan..but tis time i didnt cry..n i was pleases wth myself..at least i cld control it ...i didnt wan to make a fool of myself..but i was damn sad..i saw his mom...n from her face i cld tell tat she was feelign teh saem way..n sorry fer teh son..yes she loves him alot..n will definetly miss him...she's gr8 he was lucky to hav her..in the car he rang her up to tell tat he was goign to take off..then his brother-in-law said tat after he put down..my phone is gign to ring..he onli called after a whiel to say he was takign off n fer me to take care n tat he was sorri...n yes tat was the last i heard his voice in sg

i'm not neccessarily jealous sort..although the ones close to me might find so...maybe yea i'm a jealous freak..but i cant help it..n i dunno y its juz the veri natural me..i had a jealous streak from young ...bad huh..n now its getting worse then b4..gr8..moz of the jealousy goes to hari..of coz..anythign to do wth him n gals..i cant stand it..even if its actress or wateva..by rite i shld be getting angry wth teh gal but instead i'll get mad at him..for sum reason coz he too enjoys seeign me tat way..its reali funnyfer him but not fer me..a few misunderstanding has risen out of tat..coz he tot i was gettign werked up fer nuthign at it.. all..wch is true in a way..but i reali cant help it n its reali drivign me crazi..mayb i'm juz crasy..sumtimes i freak myself out..lolzz