hari's going Delhi

i cant belive tat he fought wth me the day b4 he left..i mean yea he hang out wth me to cheeky n stuff but i cant belive hs's goign to chinablack wth his frens n didnt wan to brign me along coz he asid i'll be one extra....i was reali hurt after all he was leavign tom n cant belive tat he wanted to be wth his frends..so i told him to go ahead..n told him i'll b neva happy wth him gogin clubbign wth his not becoz i wan to control him but i juz simply dun liek teh idea..its juz the same as him ont trusting the crowd of pple i wld go clubbign wth..same concept but y does he always think tat i wan to control him?!! then the argument got heated up n he started toking crap abt dyign n stuff tats when i cld feel the blood gushign thrugh my head ..n yea i did it..i slammed down the phone
i was reali pissed!i mean tats not even the topic..i relai cldnt control it i juz simply lost it n i wasnt even ashamed..so the next thing i did was to switch off my hp...n my home phone started ringing...woa he was sooo brave...but i juz told him off..i wasnt in the mood to entertain him or listen to him explain n stuff..i didnt on my phoen till the next day..but i knew i had to be ther fer him so i called him ard 11pm..i was still mad at him...i noe he wld be thinknig tat i'm such a drama mama but wateva ...not bothered..i went to his house n he didn even look at me in the face...juz went to his room to get ready n stuff..i tried to tok to him coz i didnt wan him to leave singapore feelign more shitty then he already is...i kinda felt bad coz things were not goign well fer him..but its reali not my fault..wat i reali hated moz is he asked me weather iswari n Viz were following n when i told him no...he didnt wan to go wth me anymore..he wanted to hang out wth his frens..yea ok i'm possesive freak or wateva but he did send me the msg tat he rather go wth his frens then me...tat was y i was sorta hurt...
then when he checked in..i felt the same thing i felt when he was leavign fer taiwan..but tis time i didnt cry..n i was pleases wth myself..at least i cld control it ...i didnt wan to make a fool of myself..but i was damn sad..i saw his mom...n from her face i cld tell tat she was feelign teh saem way..n sorry fer teh son..yes she loves him alot..n will definetly miss him...she's gr8 he was lucky to hav her..in the car he rang her up to tell tat he was goign to take off..then his brother-in-law said tat after he put down..my phone is gign to ring..he onli called after a whiel to say he was takign off n fer me to take care n tat he was sorri...n yes tat was the last i heard his voice in sg