arghaaaaaaaa i'm miserable...duno how long i am gign to be able to take this...its been a week exactly...i wonder if he even thinking of me...or anything..i miss him lots...tatds teh hardeast part..when u miss sum1 so much but yet u cant be wth them...n cant even tell them tht u miss them...sighz..i din jzu meet him to noe him fer few days n move on..thers a reason...thers fate..i wish thers an ans a solution to all this..but i've an intuition tht tis is not reality..he can onli cabable of satisfyng my physicali needs..he doesn seem to ask abt my emotional needs...well maybe coz its too early..or his character is juz..lik tht..on the other hand maybe i'm jzu thinking too much..din go to sch on tues n thurs this week..its fri n today saeeda sophie her bf n i n our sis gogin to the theme park together...hope we hav fun n i dun get black...well see ow it goes...arghaaa i cant stop thinking abt him grr..he shld be in outfield by now..wonder how is eh doing...gosh sum1 stop me!!!