dhilip he's jzu crazy but me..i'm stupid..ever stupid...will neva change tis attitute of mine..y m i still waiting hoping? wasting my energy n time...on stupid not worth it thingy..n y cant i see the depth of dhlips feelings..sighzz..today he asked me tht ques is physical attraction more imp than emotional..well its no but then sadly enuff i cant bring myself to say tht coz i m entangled in tht..man tis reali sukz...mayb its all juz a test fer me to realise..whu cares abt me more..n the more imp thing in life..but its scary i m so scared to depend on sum1 let myself ofgaurd..its scary..the next thing i noe i'm left wth nothign behind...gosh..all this jeet is not imp...its not real..but i cant stay myself away frm it..the more he doesnt call me the more i feel entangled into it..i guess i'm juz wasting my time on it...how cld it take me so long..but man sheesh its hard..damn hard..i cant forget it..how he made me feel..i dun think any1 can make me feel tht way..again..guess thts y i m so hung on him...HUNG UP is the werd..i shld reali be studyign sighz...havent got anythign doen yet...i guess juz pass will do..i'm so doen wth studies..ni dun wanna werk in sum racist com..fark life!!