hmm been sum times...well my life pretty messed up rite now..waiting to finishi ite in two weeks..n then it wld be all over..after tht gotta go find werk..shuckz!! gd fer those gogin to poly though sighz..all teh best fer them:)
jeet is back in my life again..i mean..well..sertain things tht shldnt happen happened...not tht i invited it..its juz unavoidable..coz we both hav the hots fer each other..but its not enuff..eventuali its gonna die out..n i dun wan a relationship based on tis..but jeet has sum probs tht he doesnt wan to tok abt...well yesterday went to villa bali wth him n his bunkmate..sum things he says r trustable but certain things make me think...its juz i'm paranoid or he's reali havign probs..we had a small tok..he says he doesnt wan me to wait till his probs r over..but he admits tht he still hav feeligns fer me if not he wld've moved on..i dunno wat to do...all i noe for now is to wear turtleneck when i meet him...sighzzz