well for iswari..
m so jealous..
she got da perfect guy
juz outof nowher..
sighzz...
its juz not fair..
but m happy fer her though..
reali m..
juz wish i cld get tht kinda guy as well
but guess nt lucky enuff
juz be happy enuff wth wad u get..
he's jzu too nice..
n he reminds me of hari
how he used to be..
sighzzzzzzzz

hey..
long time since i write..
but now the chapter of joe
seem to b fading away..
finally..
it was gd while it lasted..
neva tot i wld be saying tht..
bt ya..
i knew it wld nt last anyway..
anyway veri disapointed wth
da way he's acting..
but came to a point wher i reali
cant care..
but i cant sleep
i think egan give gd support...
mayb shld juz get
together wth him..
n see how it goes..
at least he don seem to
lik me fer anything else..
joe will neva be anyoen i
can share my probs wth..
he can oli be a gd fren n
nothing more..
i guess he jzu cant give
me wat i want
n i cant giv him wat he wans
either.......
guess he sees me as
a fling afta all..