Om Sai Ram

it'll be reali good if i had someone by my side..

guiding me in every step..

i guess he's closer then i tot..

swami i'm talking abt u of coz..

i belive in u swami..

i belive tht u can guide me and that u're always with me always

juz as i read in the book..

and u've brought Vibu  through facebook

i've yet to noe wad relationship i share wid him 

but wadever is everthing goes by ur order and nothing 

happens without ur knowing..

i feel evermore closer and grateful to u swami..

everything tht hapens happens onli by ur grace 

and u noe i will accept it with no question

theres still many thngs i've yet to realise swami

but i'm ever so eager to learn..

i wish i can see u in puttarpathi

but tht is also onli with ur grace

pls bless me with ur presence and guide  me

thru this problems..

give me courage n determination..

i wan to be emotionally strong and quickwitted

u alreadi noe all tis swami but i'm writing tis 

to express my tots to myself and u of coz..

i wan to remember u at all times..

i love you swami

om sai ram

I'm hoping this year would be promising..

unmeaningful like the year before..

so many dream i wan to acheive..

i want to study.. at least a diploma..

i wan to take my driving license

i wan to take bike license to if possible..

i wan to be able to make fruitful decisions

as well carrying them out..

i don wan to live each day as it comes..

it'll will be good if god shows me 

the guy tad i'm going to share the rest of my life with

as usuali im ever hopeful..

but i'm not as eager as b4

it never works out well..

i dunt wish to have unnessary heartaches 

by meeing alll the wong guys..

just because i've got lack of romance..

i've decided to take a look at my life with more maturity..

i've put my family as no.1 piority..

gotto to help them in every way i'm capable of..

n then comes everything else..

i've been trying to get a job offering higer pay

but economy market is not looking good at the moment..