Dear Swami,

Today was Vibu Birthday..

sang him a song at midnight..

he was touched..

supposed to go to ur temple..

but he was going late..

met Xavier instead

watch bride wars..

nice enough to watch it wid me..

somehow..he wasnt himself ..

maybe i shldnt reali bug hiim much..

getting more n more to myself..

feel like world is closing on me..

the onli thing i wan to think abt is u swami..

but i still have to carry on wid werk..

days seem more draggy then usual..

hrs seem to be longer..

listening to ur bajans seem to give me peace of mind

onli u noe wher it goes frm here swami..

i wish i get o come n see u..

valentine day getting near..

i'm gonna burn the box he gave me..

last yr..its been a yr.. 

time reali flies..

i duno wad is it tht i need..

change of job or environment..

hw do i learn to be independent and not 

looking forward to something at the same time..

v all need tht company..tht person to look forward to..

pls lead me to the light..n may my mind ever be wid u my lod..

i love u swami..  

*hugs* : )