guess wat?hari called yesteraday finali! well i was sooo glad to hear his voice it juz sounds sweeter than b4...sighzz..n he aws happy to hear mine too..the conversation was gogin smoothly till it came to the part when i was supposed to go clubbign today...wth kamini n iswari..to cheekys..i cldnt belive it..he was okay wth me goign but..now he sayign tat dun go n stuff..i mean he can go n i cant issit..the reason=i'm a lady n i cant take care of myself..sighzz..well he did say i cld go n juz be careful..but now he says not to go..n i dunno y but he always asks me if i dance wth other guys..i ws like yea rite?i'm not the moz gorgeous woman on earth ok..relax pls..n i will neva dance wth any other guy than him of coz!!i'm juz goign coz its a lady's nite..kamini's gogin Aus..Iswari's gogin...n i havent been to cheekys in a long time n i missed the atmosphere..i mean u can say i'm the fun partyign type, n i dunno y hari doesn liek teh crowd i mean wats the fun wthout the crowd rite?oh well ok i told him i might be gogin onli not confirm..
n finali the topic changed to him asking me to rethink abt the relationship..n stuff..pathetic rite?sigh go to india also still can say the saem things..oh god..n asked me if i m reali happy wth him..i mean i cant juz lie to him n say i m happy...well its not me expectign alot of thigns..its juz tat he's too "stressed" to think abt me already..n dun hav the tiem to enteretain me yes i can understand i told him..but i dunno if he got my msg..i told him i'll think abt it n solve it when he gets to sg..he wont be callign fer the next two days coz he has outfield..n he wasted liek 1500rupees juz to tok to me..n bought another card when i asked t=him to go sleep...it was already 2am!n i had to wake up the next moring!so i can onli see wher fate leads me....